I want to throw it all away!
 freely sing songs carelessly
 I want to fly to heaven
 not worry about the lack of bread
 I would like to touch the clouds
 and overcome the fear of the wall
 I want to feel safe
 as the eternal book wrote
 it's so hard to express it
 not to feel wrong about it
 but I don't know how
 because I silent everything by it
 just please, one more thing
 ...I will try, maybe I can suffer a moment longer
 for one person
 who will help me destroy this frowst
 21:25 10.05.2003