And I'm waiting forever ... And decided that I won't delay anything anymore, I have always been mistaken Because I was stuck in one place So I'm moving forward I'm doing it for no bigger reason I will not wonder And I will not be afraid anymore I will go ahead Even on water and bread And will defeat everything In doorway my golden trophy will hang I will win this war Later, calm life awaits me I will still win trophies And the rest is my fairy tale 12:20 16/04/03
Tag: #beauty
Magic
I feel betrayed Everything dies in me Nothing works out I don't care anymore I expected help And tonight I surprises everyone A thriving forest will be created And it will destroy you My desires will fulfill The emptiness in me will fill 23/3/03
When I look at my hands
I think how to escape this torture
I don’t know the answer
I fighting with what is in my head
Want to free myself from it
I’m cursing from it
I fall into madness from this
I think things the other way round
I don’t know what’s going on
I watch the wind blows
I’m leaving
I go away