Stop!

 I've had enough!  
 Just enough!  
 It's all like rotting bone!  
 Tiring me!  
 Wants revenge!  
 Everything happens in spite of me  
 And makes fun of me  
 Nobody needs me here  
 Nobody loves me  
 I am superfluous  
 How evil, necessary  
 I want to get out  
 Not to come back  
 Never grieve again  
 One of my tears
 For all the world  
 Beautiful like a rose flower
 Adieu! 

 When you see her
 Your legs are dear
 And everything is like a fog
 When you embrace her
 Like in heaven, you feel
 You want her body
 You want her to love you
 You want to kiss her
 Hug, touch
 You want her to be whole yours
 And also wanted you
 Begining2003 

 
 I don't understand
 I can find no sense
 I'm looking for a punch line
 All for nothing
 I am wondering
 What did I do wrong?
 Where's did I make a mistake?
 After a long thought
 I remember my dream
 Many dreams
 And my desires
 It is a pity that it ended
 And what I wanted didn't come true
 Begining 2003