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Nobody understands me 
My mind's far away 
Crowd of people around 
The falcon is flying in the sky 
Dizziness 
Lack of the speech 
Sensory disease 
A hundred ideas 
Going around in world 
But you don't know 
Don't understand 
You blame me 
Not looking for the real guilty 
I will die from you 
I want a bright coffin 
Like my soul 
Which has been pierced by a crossbow

Insane pain

I want to live the rest of my life 
Without beating ... without beating 
I wants to live the last moments 
As it is possible , most pleasantly ... 
I want to recover  
What I lost 
I lost somewhere 
What I miss 
What evil people received 
What I miss 
What  I am now cursing for 
I'm not planning anymore 
For everything I regret 
I still feel the lack 
I feel some taste 
I lost that something 
Which makes me angry 
You want my tears 
I don't listen to these theses 
Because they are stupid 
From them my I get headache

He doesn’t want to
All these weaves
Without my knowledge
There is no between
Without my permission
It’s not these stairs
I need to learn
Don’t roam on the city
Because you need help destiny
You need to support it
I can’t be controlled
I can’t be blocked
Because I won’t let you
My life is running
Me with him
And not know who
I will be in the future
To my joy
I am not a toy nor a doll
Only weak and fragile veil
And everyone treats me like that
Spits on me and curses
I built a wall
I will fly to the clouds
I will stay there one day
Dreams woven 

I want him to touch me 
And have pleasure in it 
That he would kiss me 
Not hide from me 
I want him all 
I want him to want me like that too 
I would like him to kiss me 
Before we are big 
I dream about him night and day 
Only that stone bothers me 
Between us 
It's like with broken hills 
He is somewhere 
And I want to hear some about him

Leave her alone
Just her
So there is no more mistakes
A little tired
And torn
I have a headword in the head
He who is called
The loss of senses
But still ideas
I have a lot
I think about this hot seal
Which was at night
Is it gone now?
I don’t know what shouldn’t I think
To make it go in a companion
With my understanding
But I already
Don’t know
I just don’t know …

When I look at my hands
I think how to escape this torture
I don’t know the answer
I fighting with what is in my head
Want to free myself from it
I’m cursing from it
I fall into madness from this
I think things the other way round
I don’t know what’s going on
I watch the wind blows
I’m leaving
I go away

Glass is broken

 I promise I will never be sad again
 And this ragged from me canvas
 It will stay away somewhere
 My desires will flow ...
 I don’t want a lover anymore
 Because like a broken glass
 Bubble soap
 The only thing beautiful has it is beautiful wings
 I'm not doing anything
 Because everything is a trick
 And my power
 It will flow into this night
 And he will cover everything like a golden blanket
 I am in despair of distress
 Maybe someone will see it?
 Maybe will me help a little
 And I will see gold aurora
 I would like to fly to the clouds
 Find a bag full of dreams
 Sprinkle them
 So it never again will be bad
 Never cry again
 Never hesitate

Dead

 My dreams are closed in a golden casket
 I will drink what is in the golden ampoule 
 I will die fast 
 Very quietly 
 I will disappear from your side
 In copper plasma
 First I settle my affairs 
 And look at the agave flowers 
 I will correct my mistakes 
 You won’t see me again 
 I will try again, maybe I will succeed 
 Despite what people call hypocrisy
 Help yourself 
 Like for a small decoration
 I will fight with you 
 By my matters 
 Because it's important to me 
 For you also serious 
 You’ll listen to me 
 What you want you’ll fake
 But fulfill 
 What I want , for my life