Smoke from incense

 I’m writing boring poems
 The’re a bit fretful
 I’m calculating this minutes
 To my punishment
 I’m running barefoot in snow
 I’m swimming in silver boat
 I swim in at this padlock
 Along keyhole
 Steam tease’s me
 It is very hot
 And I swim along
 I will pass all sins
 09:34 08.09.03

Breath of wind in silence!

 Break of normality
 Don’t have ever guests
 Be free as a bird
 Taste an apple
 Feel love in a dream
 Which is different in,
 Every breath
 Now that you are free
 Sit down in a park
 And cogitate
 Later go away
 10:09 05.09.03

For

 For one time
 For all of us
 ...for moon at night
 Who’s calling help
 ...for sun at day
 You sparkle for me!
 For blooming’s trees
 For prickly’s roses
 For beautiful mornings
 For wreath violet
 For my dreams
 For luck’s look
 For poured tears
 For every my breath
 ...because each is important...
 19:20 31.03.04

Zidaneo

 A squirrel I once had
 I will say that I knew, rather
 Disgusting! Vile! Skinny!
 The ugly inch! Well, and redhead ...
 Didn't give me tea ...
 Water, he says he didn't have
 Kick me out of the house
 Brought to me his friends
 Drank my whysky!
 Ate from my bowl!
 And was laughing in my face
 At the same time he had fun
 Now he ignores me
 And I spit at it
 14:10 22/12/03

About a cute boy

 Red-headed, alluring boy!
 His mood was always heavy
 Today this, tomorrow that
 He hurt people and did’t feel guilty
 He hurt a stupid girl
 He had been smiling then
 He did’t want to know her
 She couldn’t stop crying
 Dolly was playing with him
 But she have made a mistake
 Because he didn’t like fun
 He was too sluggish for it
 But it didn’t end there
 It hit his heart
 That she’s “playing with him”
 Now his pride is bleeding !!!
 She does whatever she wants with him
 And he screams no, no, no!  
 19:01 26.10.2003 

 
 Small, red squirrel
 Jumped out of the box
 Is crazy in whims
 As the wind will blow  
 02:30 01.11.2003

Change up

 I sit inside as torn
 Tearing up my eyes
 I just wonder
 I see nothing further
 Around emptiness
 And no happiness
 I wanna run away
 Wait no more
 I won’t manage
 Have no more courage
 Run far away
 To a safe lace
 And let be here
 As they want
 Truly I don’t care
 01:27 10.10.03

Melody of the flute

 White woman
 he rides on a horse
 He is wild, undeterred, distrustful ...
 She is the same!
 They both go ...
 on the trip, into the unknown
 They don't know what awaits them
 what is their fate?
 He rides confident!
 Certain victories!
 22:xx 06.10.03

He

 Come here, sit next to me
 Don’t be afraid
 Cuddle me
 Love me...
 Don’t let me be hurt
 Look after me
 Let me feel
 You’re mine
 21:55 26.09.03

Is anything still important?

 Around a shadow in bouncing
 Shadow of a convinced woman
 Wonders around and watches
 Viciously hisses under nose
 When in a beautiful naked night
 She entered a pond
 She took a knife out
 He came from the back...
 Her neck was shining
 In moon’s glow
 And that was the end
 In this shiny night
 Shadow walked away
 The woman has stayed...
 16:30 24.09.03

My angel of dark

 1.I hope I will be dancing 
 When the moon is dark
 Behind in my blood
 It will float
 Dance with me
 At moon’s brilliance
  Ref. Because my sun
 Forever
 For the day and for the night
 Please come to me
 And stay
 2.I look out everywhere 
 ...think
 You look for me too
 I look at you my angel
 My charmed angel
 17:02 30.09.03