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Nothing

I go, I don't know for what  
I go... I don't know where  
I feel I don't know what  
And I'm afraid of everything!  
... and I don't know why 
should I be scared...  
I do not want to live  
To live like someone wants me to  
I want to live to be happy  
That it is me  
And the truth is...!  
I live until I have strength,  
Do it by myself  
11:49 17.09.04

Black tulips

 Black tulips
 Bloom on the hill
 Bloom;
 There is smell spreading
 Spreading
 In the air which is breathing by...
 ...people with feelings
 But there is not many of them
 And it’s a lot of smell
 That’s way they are chock full of it
 And feel fear
 Because feel
 That they’ll understand that all
 What’s human’s mind desn’t comprehend
 17:22 02.10.03

Leaf of tulip

 
 Leaf flies under wind
 It overcomes difficulties
 It fights, quarrel...
 Trees deface him!
 He further thought less
 It flies memorial
 It flies so and flies
 In the end disintegrates
 ...his tiny fragments
 Revolve on the whole world
 And hurts everyone
 Who’s been hurting him
 When he was a human
 09:20 02.10.03

The beauty of

 One day, one night
 And one more morning
 And so day by day
 Please do something about it
 Its like slow death
 Angels flew away
 I have stayed
 On a silk bedding
 Monotony, boredom still
 Still the same ' alone '
 And I'm afraid
 I don't know anything
 I want... already enough
 00:22 20.04.04

And what do you care about

 I liked the words
 As they fly freely from the lips...
 How colorful they are
 And angry sometimes
 And when they are too tight
 Quietly star is coming to them
 Shows movements and gestures
 Express everything is trying
 Instead of words
 Talk with your body to me
 Don't open your mouth
 Only in the look, press the trigger
 Thanks for this summer
 For this year
 For the next step
 And for my life  
 I drink red wine
 I fight
 And I hope to survive
 And that's what hurts me
 I will dissipate?
 10:56 25.03.04

Porcelain Doll

 Birds fly in golden colors...
 The sky is in the pink...
 ... Over the pond a girl blushing...
 She sits and delights in the scent of the fresh lily harvested!
 ... and listens...
 Birds singing on the trees...
 ... Water noise, done by the wind!
 Shes quietly humming...
 ... A song about ripped mountains....
 Now, when the sun gone,
 Hear everything that the day said to us,  
 We know that mercy is the bottom...
 When every word is a shadow...
 Every minute, important as a treasure
 And every word is a pain!
 We know too much...
 ... I am important...
 ... a wooden ward...
 ... Beware of her word...
 There's written how to go,
 How to dream...
 And how to life.
 Shame for love,
 For this cruelty...
 She'll show us the world!
 Good, respect and desire
 Show only for these
 Who are the growers of these virtues.
 I loved the world...
 I loved us...
 ... Now I don't love anything!
 When the sun rises again,
 Miss will open her eyes!
 Will smile to golden waves...
 With a smile, squint her eyelets
 Later, she will approach her doll,
 ... And forget...
 22:38 28.02.04

My new, clean step

 
 A sheet of golden paper
 There is a new list on it
 Other enterprises
 Even the budget cut
 There is nothing more
 There is no one to say 'hi'
 Feelings change
 They don't give a reason
 When everything is coming to an end
 You can see small angels with a whip
 Whether the end will be good or bad
 They always get away from bad dreams
 I want to have someone
 I want someone to want to hug me
 I am ashamed to show you crying
 I am ashamed to show my shame
 I love innocence so much
 I love my otherness
 I love to sunbathe
 ... and knock down on other wine
 02:48 1/15/04