Lost inside

 I listen,
 I don't hear!
 I'm looking,
 I don't see!
 I walk
 But I stand in one place
 I drink,
 And I'm thirsty
 I eat,
 But I'm hungry
 I want,
 And I can't
 Life is an inspiration
 The song is a poem
 The words are music
 And dancing is a rhythm
 I don't have a watch
 I have nothing to eat
 I don't have a dictionary
 I have nowhere to go
 I want to pull the moon down
 I want make plots for clouds
 I want to dip
 I want to hear the good thought
 I scream for rescue
 I want your help
 You don't hear, you don't know
 You don't want to 
 I don't know how to finish
 I don't know where to go
 I don't know what to fight with
 And I don't know how to live
 23:04 November 25, 2007 

A line of inspiration

 Disappointed...
 ... and abandoned
 Discouraged ...
 ... and desperate
 Lost...
 ... and scratchy
 Description is blurry, shoddy and redundant!
 I don't feel myself,
 I'm flying in the sky ...
 I don't know that light
 Where to find, to find it was easy
 I'm hot
 Absorbed with heat 
 Whole boiling
 With exhaustion, I barely breath
 I don't know what to do
 I don't want to blame myself for that!
 Lost, scattered,
 Weeping, gasping
 Dilapidated - powerless!
 Beloved being,
 Beautiful, good and unusual
 Which is haunted by malice
 There is no end!
 There is no sing of my messenger ...
 blue-eyed,
 Always cheerful ...
 With white wings
 He is flying high with my desires!
 21:16 23/09/07 

Lighter

 
 A folded princess
 And a lighter on the table
 A sad face in the bands
 Square eyes
 Tears are like crystals
 A mouth like a quart
 Sitting on armchair
 Not thinking about anything
 Smiles like the sun
 And her look ...
 16:04 23/04/05 

Frivolous

 
 Miss is running on the sea
 Doesn't give in to anyone
 Jumps about quietly
 In the water dipping her feet
 Dolphins like her
 And sea giants
 Free nymphs love her too
 Gulls fly on it
 The girls are blushing
 In the eye of a smile she shimmers
 She prays to God
 His mercy she praise
 20:31 12/03/05 

Closed in self

 I can't write poems
 First one wasn't good either
 I lost myself in nothingness
 On my way to freedom!
 I can't count the stars
 It's also difficult to enter my heart
 I still hear a hissing sound
 I want this nightmare to disappear
 I have two hopes
 The wind will blow them away
 I want to kill the thoughts
 I want to lure you peacefully
 I want to get out
 I want to be free
 22:14 27/12/04 

Mist

 My dreams wilted
 Memories have been teared apart
 My soul has been broken
 Voices in the head I smoother
 I feel shattered
 Like a conquered glass
 Today is the day
 I go through this hay
 I'm going to the room
 For holy peace
 You can find me there
 I will give you a favor
 23:26 26.11.04